grounded once again! Wednesday, February 24, 2010 |
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaha. honestly dont give a fuck this time. nothing else they can possibly take away. and might i like to add, i am sooo sick of it. f'real. oh hey, glad to see you're having the time of your life! while im stuck at home 24/7 with nothing to do but watch tv(: ha. fun isn't it?
anyways, thanks for everything i guess. we've had our ups and downs (mostly downs)
and things just never seem to go my way. Slowly we both regret our oaths to somehow
be faithful but we both know that we're missing out on love and we feel it when we see each other. boy you know, I know the way we feel ain't gon' change. If I had my way you would give into me and you'd be here next to me. LOL like that's ever going to happen!!!! hmmmmmmmmm how can i possibly make you see it my way? that's a rhetorical question bee tee dubbs. i am soooo stoops for thinking that was going to be "our" thing. didn't i ask you first? whatever. oh andd i dont think we're going to talk otp for awhile cus my mom locks the phone up in her room. i tried calling last night but yer phone was off. as usual. PEACE!
ps. thanks for putting the blame on me!!!(:
anyways, thanks for everything i guess. we've had our ups and downs (mostly downs)
and things just never seem to go my way. Slowly we both regret our oaths to somehow
be faithful but we both know that we're missing out on love and we feel it when we see each other. boy you know, I know the way we feel ain't gon' change. If I had my way you would give into me and you'd be here next to me. LOL like that's ever going to happen!!!! hmmmmmmmmm how can i possibly make you see it my way? that's a rhetorical question bee tee dubbs. i am soooo stoops for thinking that was going to be "our" thing. didn't i ask you first? whatever. oh andd i dont think we're going to talk otp for awhile cus my mom locks the phone up in her room. i tried calling last night but yer phone was off. as usual. PEACE!
ps. thanks for putting the blame on me!!!(:
...HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA shit yo. but srsly, thats a dick move. Saturday, February 20, 2010 |
Well that's what we do, we fight ... Friday, February 19, 2010 |
"You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99.99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing. So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, you and me, every day"
done Friday, February 12, 2010 |
Boy your love's so good, I don't wanna let go.. and although I know I should,
I can't leave you alone. 'Cause you're so disarming. But im tired of being the one waiting.
I'm caught up in the midst of you and I can not resist.
Boy I can do the things you want me to, the way I used to do. Just tell me when and where,
cause you know i'll always be there. Sometimes it might be stressful & painful,
but i just deal with it. will ya help get through with it?
Could you love me, baby? Hold me, feeling now go and break my heart.
You got the best of me, but I just keep on coming back incessantly :\
why did you have to run your game on me? I should have known right from the start,
You'd go and break my heart.
I can't leave you alone. 'Cause you're so disarming. But im tired of being the one waiting.
I'm caught up in the midst of you and I can not resist.
Boy I can do the things you want me to, the way I used to do. Just tell me when and where,
cause you know i'll always be there. Sometimes it might be stressful & painful,
but i just deal with it. will ya help get through with it?
Could you love me, baby? Hold me, feeling now go and break my heart.
You got the best of me, but I just keep on coming back incessantly :\
why did you have to run your game on me? I should have known right from the start,
You'd go and break my heart.
ialy Thursday, February 11, 2010 |
1. It's a shame to be so euphoric and weak
When you smile at me..
And you tell me the things that you know
Understatement to relinquish my love to you
But I can not resist at all.
When you smile at me..
And you tell me the things that you know
Understatement to relinquish my love to you
But I can not resist at all.
2. i miss you. and i'm not afraid to show it.
i'm sorry it took me so long to write to you,
and i know you'll always be there for me.
i'll always love you.
make my day |
I want to build a tribe with you
Protect and provide for you
Truth is I can't hide from you
The pimp in me
May have to die with you
Protect and provide for you
Truth is I can't hide from you
The pimp in me
May have to die with you
does it still matter? Friday, February 5, 2010 |
/ MartinBato says:
will you get mad if i blazed? ..
jasminedetorres, says:
...
you can do whatever?
/ MartinBato says:
shit im sorry.. it was my first time in 2 months.. and i
dont want to do whatever, i want your opinion. it matters to me
i'm not okay Thursday, February 4, 2010 |
had the crappiest day today but i was able to fake a smile.
to make things worse, i had another bitching by my brother. no surprise.
all i want to do is talk to you and at least feel that there's a little bit of gratification in
my life.. hoping that you'd ease the pain, y'know? hearing you say that last night was like taking a bullet to the heart. and you probably dont even know how bad it hurt. no big of a deal, right?
yeah ok... i guess you just don't feel the same way i do. and i don't know what to do anymore.
i've tried countless of times, but there's just no getting through to you. and i admit that i expect too much from you. and im sorry for that. but how am i supposed to feel when it feels like im making all the effort? maybe i should just give up? but then i remember all the shit we went through, and there's no way i'm going to forget all of that. so i'll keep waiting. waiting for the day you'll "make it up to me" or wait for you to prove to me that you actually want this. but waiting for you is like waiting for snow in july. i just want you to call me and tell me that you miss me already.
to make things worse, i had another bitching by my brother. no surprise.
all i want to do is talk to you and at least feel that there's a little bit of gratification in
my life.. hoping that you'd ease the pain, y'know? hearing you say that last night was like taking a bullet to the heart. and you probably dont even know how bad it hurt. no big of a deal, right?
yeah ok... i guess you just don't feel the same way i do. and i don't know what to do anymore.
i've tried countless of times, but there's just no getting through to you. and i admit that i expect too much from you. and im sorry for that. but how am i supposed to feel when it feels like im making all the effort? maybe i should just give up? but then i remember all the shit we went through, and there's no way i'm going to forget all of that. so i'll keep waiting. waiting for the day you'll "make it up to me" or wait for you to prove to me that you actually want this. but waiting for you is like waiting for snow in july. i just want you to call me and tell me that you miss me already.