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Jasmine de Torres

sphs, 16, january25th, basketball&volleyball are her life, juntos podemos et harumbi, gets by with a little help from her friends, God&Family ftw, purple is zee best, sunflowers too.

And Fuck 'em Other Niggas Cause You Down For Her Bitches. Tuesday, June 30, 2009 |

my head says no but my soul demands it.

ha-ha-ha you got me good.
this shit is killing me inside.

< //////////////////////// 3 Sunday, June 28, 2009 |

i actually have so much to say.
i've been having such on off week :(:(:(:(
but honestly, thanks.
you taught me the hard way. and i don't think
im going to be able to trust anybody for a while.

on the other hand, i miss you.
i have noooo idea why. but i just do.
hope to see you soon.

anyways, peace MJ
and fuck love.

to sum it all up. Thursday, June 25, 2009 |

sunday night - whitespot w/ shells and aids. almost didn't pay our bill hahah.
monday - metrotown/sheila's. I'LL NEVER FORGET THIS DAY $: HAHAH.
tuesday - chilled with the cousins/metro.

today - nooo idea. transformers 2 maybe? (L)

tomorrow - PLAYLAND

Officially yours - Craig David Wednesday, June 24, 2009 |

pop rose. Tuesday, June 23, 2009 |


i couldn't take it but the spell of love i couldn't shake it. Monday, June 22, 2009 |

i couldn't, even swallow
had a lump in my throat my stomach hollow
i had a notion that things were fishy
but everything was fine so i'd be pissy
but when you wasn't seeing me nights you get in
thats when the snoopin and shit it would begin
where you at?
where you going?
thats what i get when i pick up the phone
not a "hello" or "i miss you"
or the renaissnace how does it do?
suspicious ones go few
can stress out your brain
in weighs on your mane
and helps you peep game i thought it was me
but then i could see,
it was you.
i couldn't take it
but the spell of love
i couldn't shake it
even though i would discover
that there was somebody else
it was your lover
you gave me up
and managed to turn the tables
and all your honest words they turn to fables
the things that you would accuse me of
it seem were the things you were doin love
get it? these things you projected
and i don't want to be affected
but when you get in love
its never easy love
to make decisions of
you've defected
you were doin so much to try to pin me
goin through all my stuff but it was empty
answers, that im seekin
well it seem im gettin close
that im reachin
and i was thinkin i had no reason
callin you a culprit it was treason
and the twinkle in your eye
it was kinda not for love
and tell me why?
we'll make a mends if you admit it
we can ascend if your commited
your heart, is it in it?
if it goes for many days
sweet love can decay from you

its you
at the end of it all it was you
and at the end
it was you
at the end of it all it was you
and the end
its you

that time of year again. whoopee. Sunday, June 21, 2009 |

i miss you. so much.
i can't just sit here writing about you with a straight face.
i remember when i used to sit on your lap all the time.
i remember when you'd carry me everywhere you go, and all i could feel was the tickle
from your 5 o'clock shadow.
i remember when i'd climb in between you and mom before bed, and i'd never felt so safe.
i remember you'd play 'this little piggy' with me when i was upset or disconsolate.
i remember when you would be the only one who would watch blue's clue's with me.
i remember you'd bring chocolates whenever you came home from work.
and that one memory i'll never forget, was when me you and mom went to a dinner party. and when it was time to dance, you grabbed me and put me in between your
guys' chests. i danced with you. we were so happy.

then i remember seeing you in the hospital.
i still remember what mom said. "Gary.. it's us. your family"
i said a faint 'hi daddy'
then we left mom for privacy.

and i remember mom was carrying me.
i remember she was making a speech.
i remember her crying.
i remember seeing the candles in the church.
i remember seeing you. for the last time.
so pale and still.

it's been 13 years,
and im still coping with you being gone..
i love you.

"And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day"

To chill with me, to drink with me, to freak with me, oh baby! Saturday, June 20, 2009 |

HAHA this is the song me ivy and sheila danced to at the spring fair in grade 5!!

I see you looking at me
I can tell by your eyes that your feeling me
and I really want you to get close to me.
So wont you dance with me? dance with me.
My drop top's in the parking lot
and I wanna take you back to my spot.
But we still got a little more time to rock
So would you dance with me? dance with me!

[Slim:] I can see you over there just chillin' with your girlfriends, can't
believe your by your self you should be here with me, chillin' with me,
drinkin' with me, freakin' with me. Oooohhh whoa, whoa!

x4? |

the way you dress just pisses me off... HAHA jk...not really.

im excited for tomorrow $: dont laugh.

REBEL DAY! Friday, June 19, 2009 |

oh shit, just got home from the most memorable day i've had all summer.
thanks to ivy and francis k! looooove you two til death<33333
k, so, our day started around 4:30ish? francis came over and ivy picked us
up at my house. we went to metro, where ivy france, and i seperated from Lilia,
Ryan and Chrisna? HAAHHA, chrisna is soooo funny! $: we walked around metro for
a while, bumped into Mike and Jannet, haha. then skytrained all the way to downtown.
got to Granville, then straight to UO. i got a necklace and wallet ;) ivy got a
necklace and bought a nice summer top, and francis bought a printed beater. this is
where the title comes in.. "rebel" day.. haha you'll maybe catch one :$ :$ :$
walked aaaalll the way to red robins, haha freaking francis kaye! there's a funny
story behind the red robins thing. k so, when we got there, there was a loong ass
line up, and we didn't want to wait, so francis asked the guy if we could get it to go, and he told us, " oh sure, just go up to the bartender(?) and talk to her". we
passed all the people in line, went up to the lady and asked if we can get our meals to go. she said, " yeah, for sure, just look at the menu's over there" so while we did, we saw an open booth. i decided to sit down and order (fkp and ivy stood)
me: just sit down you guys.
them: ugh, fine.
so we sort of got comfortable $: then this waitress comes up to us "ready to order"
us: "uhmm...(in our heads: we're not really supposed to be at this table because
a whole lot of people are waiting in line before us) we need a few more minutes"
HAHAHA, so we just stayed at the booth! we sort of felt guilty.. but whatevs HAHA
it was rebel day! and whenever a waitress or waiter who knew we were asking for
our meals to go saw us, we'd just look away HAHAHAH.
ivy: we have to finish our meals before 8:15
me: what time is it now?
france: 7:52.
me: yeah... i don't think that'll work.
*waited for our food.
me: what time is it?
france: 8:05
it was because we were sooooo hungry ): especially francis hahahahhahahah.
after red robins, skytrained back to metro, waited for Lilia and Chrisna, then
drove to night market. and to think that nothing would go wrong on our way to night market, think again. Ivy's sister missed one stop sign, cause it was so dark!
and a cop just happened to be there. got pulled over!! the fuuuh. unfortunately
got charged for 1. not having her N (cause it got stolen) 2. Over Packing the car
(she was 2 people over the limit $: ) and 3. missing the stop sign. SERIOUSLY,
got charged for 3 freaking tickets(?) BS, didn't even give us a warning.. so
since she was over packed, me and francis had to walk to night market HAHAH. in the
dark! so creepy ): but then we eventually got there (Y) we ate some more. so stuffed
): met up with my mom. walked around. met up with sheila. then had to leave at 10:30
cause my momma had work. so we had to leave sheila by herself ): i think she met
up with ivy though. got home, and just chilled with fkp.

thanks for one hell of a day ladies.
pictures, laughs, foods, burps/farts HAHA IVY OBVIOUSLY.
june. 19, 09. let's make this a tradition (':

shit, i think this is one of my longest posts yet $: pce out n/gga.

i know this is corny and shit, but... Thursday, June 18, 2009 |

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb-ass cause she thinks shes
stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks you in the eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"baby, whose ass am i kicking?"

"i was hiding under your porch because i love you" Wednesday, June 17, 2009 |


"i dont like wearing the cone of shame.." HAHA AW.

mom, im making a title sequence. |

There's 104 days of summer vacation
Till school comes along just to end it
So the annual problem for our generation
Is finding a good way to spend it
Like maybe!
Building a rocket
Or fighting a mummy
Or climbing up the Eiffel Tower
Discovering something that doesn't exist (Hey!)
Or giving a monkey a shower
Surfing tidal waves
Creating nano bots
Or locating Frankenstein's brain (It's over here!)
Finding a dodo bird
Painting a continent
Or driving your sister insane

As you can see
There's a whole lot of stuff to do
Before school starts this fall (Come on Perry)
So stick with us 'cause Phineas and Ferb
Are gonna do it all!

FUCK YES. im so bored. first day of summer = bunk.
watching phineas and ferb (Y) planning to watch UP at 7:00.
anyone down to come? honestly. ANYONE. haha frick. 778 865 8158!

PEACE GRADE NINE. Tuesday, June 16, 2009 |

bet you i bombed the math exam.
HAHA shit )': )': )':
just came back from justin's (Y) pretty fun.
BUT YESSSS, HELLO SUMMER. no summer school please ): fucking brian.. hahahah.
current song that is stuck in my head: irreplaceable by beyonce. HAHA, me and cathlyn
had the best (candid?) 2 second harmony! MIA: ivy geeee. hmmmmmmmmmm... double this
friday? yes? shopping on saturday? yes? hungry because there wasnt much food at justins? yes? my momma is pissing me off right now. honsetly. i love her at times,
but right now... i wish she didnt have a mouth. i know, i sound like a brat right?
but you DONT even know what she's like. &^*%$%#$@!~@@#^$&%^*&(*(&).
booo, report cards. i need someone to make my day. sleeeeep in! hoo-rah.
i have one crazy mfucking sleeping pattern. it is currently 3:41am and im not tired.
the fuck. SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER. i need to make a to-do list!
me and fkp already made a ... list for ... HAHAHA <333 btw, im surprised i can actually draw a descent spiderman and wolverine for you $: i've been working on your picture for about 3 and a half hours now. HAHA, im putting in so
much effort. so be thankful!

shiit $: thats cute. |

Kanye & Rose.

EMBARRASSED FOR LIFE. Sunday, June 14, 2009 |

called apoin with my house phone.
no answer.
5 seconds later.
answered the phone quickly.
him: "yo"
me: "hello?" x2 (my cousin answered too)
me: "it's okay ate. i got it"
her: "oh ok."
*she hangs up
me: " f/cking d/ck, why'd you call my house!?"
long silence..
me: "hello?.."
him: " oh jasmine.. it's Rob
me: (OH SHIT HAHAHA EMBARRASSING) "oh... uhm haha... sorry, i thought you were
someone else.."
him: (awkward laugh) oh haha... are you using the phone? because i can call lat-
me: " OH NO NO , hold on, i'll get Ayla"
him: "ok... thank you.."



100th Blog Post!
i'll try to make it some what special.
so first of all, WOOOO LAKERS 08-09 NBA CHAMPS!

i wish i was apart of this family HAHA ):
secondly, fuck exams. i've been studying since 1pm. with only half
hour breaks in between (3 breaks?) and i've only covered TWO CHAPTERS.
are you f/cking serious. am i slow or what. hahaha.
thirdly, (thirdly? or third of all?) friday was the friggin bomb AHAH.
suuuuch a chill day. went to robson w/ francis k, brian t, tomtom, and migs.
my mom was in a good mood i guess. she gave me 100 bills to buy clothes at UO.
ended up buying a $60 flannel. brought some chicken teryaki + bbt home. went back to my house, pigged out on chips. brian left. ivy came. played volleyball and basketball outside. brian came back HAHA. watched hancock, WATERMELONS, more
basketball and volleyball, BBQ'd and just chilled on the patio eating and
telling hilarious stories from grade eight. thanks for making my day guys. MIA: CD,SM & AR. fourthly? had a game at holy cross on saturday. SO FAR. got there at
2 cause i thought my game was at 3:15, ahem BEN. had to watch 2 games until
ours started. freaking gr.8's didnt even show up MLIA. so we just played the
ref's and other coaches. waaay pathetic. fell asleep in the car cause of the traffic.
dropped fkp home, went to metro, met up with sheila and brian. I WAS ABOUT TO GET
AN IPHONE!!!!! )': but my mom was being shady. she got my hopes up saying
"ok, we'll get it then" BUT THEN she goes like "an extra $25 a month just for internet? eh..." i just stood there like, UHFUAIBHOUBAOUBGYH4829789237589327?!?!?!
so she said i can only get it if i do good on my exams ): which we all know
i think will never happen. HAHA FMLFMLFMLFML. so now its sunday. been studying
since i woke up. only had one meal. only done 2 chapters. been procrastinating since
forever. whats on my mind: peace iphone.

shout out to cathlyn. i love you and all your boys HAHA. especially the ninth grader.
you two make a good couple.


"what dont break a nigga, make a nigga" Thursday, June 11, 2009 |

LAST DAY 2 TODAY! wooooo peaace.
i need to buy love and basketball, seriously.
BUT FRIIICK, cant believe your leaving )':<
words cannot even explain how much im going
to miss you two! fucking miss you with a passion.
bring me back some white guys, k? <33333333
im for sure going to make/give you guys surprises(':
twentythreee, you ALWAYS make my day $: shiiiit.
"isn't watermelon mostly made of water?" HAHAH, fucking love you.
LAKERS, please win tomorrow. i love you Dwight, but Kobe's my homeboy.

Peace to Ron G, Brucey B, Kid Capri
Funkmaster Flex, Lovebug Starsky
I'm blowin' up like you thought I would
Call the crib, same number same hood
It's all good
Uh, and if you don't know, now you know, niggaaaaa.


Are you a good guy trying to be bad, or a bad guy trying to be good? Sunday, June 7, 2009 |

So caught up this weekend that I forgot about school shit.
socials test tomorrow + the end of the year religion project.
Haha, fuck me, I haven't even started $:
but since I have a messed up sleeping pattern from
sleeping through the day, I guess I can stay up late
finishing everything. Procrastination ftw. Yesterday was
great(: aside from the whole 'sneaking out and waking
up to cop calls' story, It was quite memorable :$$$
so sorry to all the people who got involved! And I love you
tita and tito morales<333 thanks for everything. Especially
thanks to Sheila!
" I got you "
" you got me? "
" no doubt "
I fucking love you babyg.

Thanks to everyone who came yesterday too.
But next time were having a BBQ, its not going to be
at my house. Cause my mom is freaking creeps. Hahaha.

Ps. 23x2 = mad love yo(:
thanks for making my day yesterday.
and yes, I do look pretty good in your black jacket ;)
Love & basketball, story of our lives.
"I score, you strip. You score, I strip"
Best movie ever.

JUNEFOURTH. Thursday, June 4, 2009 |

fuuuucking happy camper man $:
skipped school today + senior girl vball tryouts,
but it was worth it :D
met up with LingLong at joyce in the morning (Y)
then we hit up kits, basketball courts weren't open
till 9:30 so we just chilled, walked on the beach, i did his nails! HAHA.
and we rapped along to JUICY<333 played 1 on 1. i won, obviously (:
(ps, you still owe me something) barley took pictures of this epic day ):
hmm, after that we bought a slurpee with really cool straws LOL, walked
around robson, bought some chocolate cupcakes (L) (L) (L) headed down to
metro to watch 'drag me to hell' we had to kill time so i watched him
play street fighters at CHQ hahaha, loser lost after 2 fights!
waited in the theatre for about 10-15 minutes(?) until the movie started.
shiiiit, most intense 2 hours ever $: btw, you get scared so easily, LMAO.
chilled on the really comfy couches, then he dropped me off at main
& waited for my bus. so, you're nice(: + i think you need to stop checking out little 5 yr old girls and i need to stop checking out wrinkly old men :P

im (15) at war. Wednesday, June 3, 2009 |

Ain't no daddies where I'm from it's just mad mothers
And eyes that still seem they can't look past color
Why am I disrespected by someone I should call brother
And why girls feel unpretty and constantly hate each other?

Around here, cool is another word for fool.
If he smoke, then she smoke, I gotta smoke too.
Now what would I do if I didn't have a clue?
I'm fifteen y.o., asking God oh why oh
If my clothes ain't tight, then he ain't gonna like me.
Eyes on the prize so the next girl dress just like me.
I'm so full of promise but why promise
If I'ma just be rewarded by bad actions
To him I'm just a transaction.

I want you to love my mind, my smile, my style
I want you to know the best of me
I want to belong without being treated like property
Why does it seem like fantasy?

I'm fifteen and I shouldn't have to feel like this
I'm fifteen every young boy out here want to kiss
I'm fifteen and me and my mama going through it
I'm fifteen on the block, fifteen on the block

control your mfucking Medulla Oblongata. Monday, June 1, 2009 |

She Said She Want Whatever She Like.
But she had to Bring her Friend..
We Can Have One Hell Of A Night, Through The Day.
i hope someone gives you scoliosis until you comatose.
(8) good song ;)

if you're going to take it to the bank, then you better cash it in. |

ok so, fuck orlando, honestly.
Kobe is my husband. MJ is my soulmate.

"Good, better, best. Never let it rest. Until your good is better and your better is best."
-- Tim Duncan

my loves<333 |