i don’t want to be friends with the girl who doesn’t own up to her own mistakes. or the girl who gives me excuses instead of apologies, and i can’t respect the hustle when it doesn’t come from a genuine place.

i stand by my opinions and my actions. wrong or right, they are MINE and i own them. i’m looking solely for like-minded people. if you fit the bill holla at me… a space just opened up.

I used to think that i wasn't fine enough, and i used to think that i wasn't wild enough, but i won't waste my time tryin' to figure out, why you playing games, what this all about? and i can't believe you're hurting me. i met your girl, what a difference.. what you seen in her, you don't see in me? but i guess it was all just make-believe. Oh Love, never knew what i was missing..

HAHA am i right aids? or am i right? good day today with rio, justine and ayye(: alice in wonderland is sooo0o0o0o0 good! going to have nightmares cos of johnny depp :$ love and basketball is on wooopee.


"no one cares about you, Lactose"

HAHAHAHHA<3

i hate being sick on the weekends): soar throats stuffy noses headaches n shit..< / 3 immune system, why you gotta do me like that? fell asleep with my contacts on last night... ahhhhhhhahahahahwahwah): hoping to take up cooking classes with my momma soon..cute. watching alice in wonderland with A,R,&J tonight? possiblyyy.

I hope you know, that this has nothing to do with you. It's personal, myself and I, we've got some straightenin' out to do. and I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket, but I've got to get a move on with my life. It's time to be a big girl now and big girls don't cry. The path that I'm walkin', I must go alone. I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown. fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they? And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay..

just changed up the blog. cheggit.

"i took my lifestyle from mediocre to good and now it's sittin' here at amazing"

"I Know That You've Been Calling Me,
And I'm happy that we met.
Don't think that I'm not interested.
I'm just playing hard to get

did you have to slap me across the face? seriously?

See, if you can't do what you imagine, then what is imagination to you? Just a waste of space in your brain, to take the place of hate, where things all the same tell me your secrets, the things that make you tick, I like when you talk because your voice is angel-ess, ayyyy

LOVE

But if I dont come back, boy, your love was worth it. Thats the one thing Ill know. and if I dont make it back, boy, remember that...that I said Id go, baby. boy your love is so hard, but it takes me so far. But I dont care, I'll go. If I dont make it home, at least now you know, boy for you, Ill go. Got my heart in the palm of your hand. Now youre good, thats yours. If you dont want it I wont understand cause I came so far. When you tossed it, took forever to find the place where you lost it.

i can honestly say that i have never felt so alone.. no one to talk to right now. i felt so disappointed. especially tonight. i just told you the biggest secret that i've been keeping from you for 3 months, one of the biggest things thats been stressing me out since january. And what happens? the usual. no special treatment what so ever. i thought it would be different. just this once, but i guess i'm just getting my hopes up every time i think that you'll treat me good. it's not much of a big deal when it comes to me. right? bailing on the times when we get to see each other, even if it's just for 30 minutes, pretty much makes me feel even worse. i don't like feeling like this. you know what it feels like? it feels like that scene from love & basketball. when Q tells Monica that his dad was cheating on his mom, but she leaves him in his time of need just cause she had a curfew. i feel like that. and i never thought that you'd ever make me feel like that. ever.

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