(: and $: and ):< and ;)
i think my life has changed in the past week.
hahah, honestly..
I've come to an eminent perceptive with my brother ever since the incident.
which is great, cause now he's being really chill about me hanging out more,
and now he knows that I'm trying to abound faster than he think i should.
and one day i'll be independent and just maybe have a thought of nostalgia for them.
but my mom's still being old school, she's cool about some stuff i guess,
but shes still being shady about me coming home pregos. SERIOUSLY, what the f/ck.
and im trying my best to impress them but i guess they think that my best just isn't ideal enough. so, im sorry. for making you feel any less conspicuous than you already think you are.
i love you both so much and i know i still have so much more growing up to do, but for now, just loosen the leash a bit. just a little bit. please.
other than that, i have you to balance now $: $: $:
today was really...compelling, haha.
went to your house for the first time! which i have to admit,
is really ballin'. someones loaded... hahah(:
btw, thanks for being there when i needed you the most $:
and im sorry in advanced for keeping you up all night.
and im sorry in advanced for making you wake up late for school,
and im sorry in advanced for always being mean to you on the phone.. HAHA (L)b. dontkillme.
and sorry for schooling you in basketball and making you bleed that one time you came over(:
haha SO, thanks for everything, b ;) like ya t'death.
and lastly, to you.
i hope you're happy, because im not.
i guess i just can't take the thought that she's leaving.
and that it's all thanks to you.
why can't you leave?
why do you have to cause so much drama?
why can't you just let it go?
why do you have to be so f/cking hard headed and ruin everybody's lives.
because to be honest, i never really liked you since day 1.
so peace. peace to you and your little game of tag. just be careful, because it's your
turn to be it. p.s. you like that picture right? good, because it's just for you.
