I know I didn't show it earlier, but that's cause im good at hiding how I feel. Didn't you notice the uneasy vibe I was giving off? I couldn't just sit there and pretend everything was all right. cause it wasn't. I faked a smile for you. I just needed that part of the movie as an excuse to cry. But I am so fed up of wasting tears on you.. I already know nothing's going to change.

Maybe you're too presumptuous about all of this. Taking me for granted is what it feels like. From the top you seem like a different type of guy. Did your own thing, I gave it a try so yeah.. do you want this? f'real? cause if you don't, just let me know. Sooner than later, please.

And if you think that it's okay to tell other girls they're cute and that you wanna lighten their stress, then that means you're fine with me doing that too.

You're conciously giving me permission to do the same.

Is that what you really want? If I'm not what you're looking for, then why are you wasting both our time? If I am, wait on me patiently and see what I got in store, cause I'm gonna represent to the fullest. I'll be there and I promise you no regrets.

Eversince what happened during the Summer, I haven't been wanting to get too close to anyone.. till I met you and we started getting closer.. fuck, i hate sounding gay n shit but i just can't stand the fact that i always cross being disorient with you.

y'know I got mad love for you. I'm in love with you, no lie. But can I trust you when you tell me the same?...